Happy New Year y'all!!!

A few hours and it's the start of the new year. I wonder what's in store for me in the next 364 days?

I'd better thank God for the things that happened to me last year.
1. Thanks for all the emotional turmoil that happened to me with the added bonus of watching Fruits Basket so I will have the ability to convert this emotional crap to strength.
2. Thanks for the friends that may not be there always but I know they'll support me when I'm down. You guys know who you are. :)
3. Thanks for all the chances that came up to me so my talents will improve.
4. Thanks for still being intact after 24 years of loneliness. I know I'll find THE ONE one of these days.
5. Thanks for the good health with me and the ones I love. Fortunately no one in the range of people I love still hasn't died.
6. Thanks for the good fortune and the fact that the family business still hasn't gone under. So to those reading this if you need to paint your house or as long as it has anything to do with paints, LET ME KNOW!!! We'll talk business :D
7. Thanks for giving me another chance at life this year so I can change all the crap that I have and maybe become a better person.

I'd better get over this depression about my body. I hate it. It's gonna be tough burning all the fat but I'll endure it. I had enough of people greeting me "Tumaba ka!" or "Ang taba mo!" than "Merry Christmas".

To those reading this, PLEASE give me tips on getting a great body.

It's been a hell of year. Hopefully next year will make me stronger. (I hope I get into a relationship soon too... *sigh*)

Mood: Hopeful

Listening to: Sunlit Garden from Revolutionary Girl Utena

What happened last night

So last night was a blast. Unfortunately the gang was incomplete. Bunny didn't feel well (or so we think), Rei went to EK with her brothers, Ami was resting (dunno why). So it was only me, Minako, Chibiusa and Mako who met at SM Fairview.

The four of us tried out that new karaoke place. Mako and CHibiusa treated :D. Forgot it's name but it was kinda ok. Mako suggested that the one in SM North was much better. I mean, so much for sound proof rooms! I got to sing Weekend in New England and How Deep is Your Love. Kinda old fashioned, ne? ^_^ Everyone was singing depressing love songs so I decided to throw in Babae Po Ako by Tuesday Vargas. THAT lightened the mood but then I had to crouch from plain sight so I wouldn't embarass myself with the public. But then I realized, the rooms WEREN'T 100% sound proof. Good thing nobody cared outside the room XD

After that we went over to Super Bowl of China. I was greeted by the people there with "Nice of you to visit us again sir". HAHA! They must love me there. I'm probably one of their loyal customers. XD We feasted on 2 plates of Yang Chow Fried Rice, Brocolli and Beef and Lemon Chicken. It's was uber yummy!! While we dined, we talked about these subjects:
- Why I can't go back together with Bunny
- Mako's test to Guam (it's not Brunei, my mistake)
- Minako's new hairdo
- How Rei and her boyfriend can spend 1,200 pesos on a meal for two
- How Bunny seemed immature and detached from the group which was clearly pointed out by Chibiusa

After the wonderful dinner care of Minako and me, Minako and Chibiusa (They are twins in real life btw) gave Mako and me our gifts. I got this cute gel candle thingy. :D I bought Shaman King for the ps2 and it was a riot. Horohoro sure is cute (wish I had a huggy plush doll of him) XD

Went I walked back home, I realized that the friendship we share now is no longer just about anime like back in high-school. We start talking about ourselves now and what goes on with out lives and I think it's great. I never really felt a connection with the Sailorteam until just recently. However, like what Chibiusa said... Bunny does seem detached and she never does talk to anyone really. Could it be because of our past together or is it just because our interests as a group changed and she can't keep up with the rest of us? I guess some of us in the team stay together out of friendship and some stay just for the icon of Sailorteam. I sure do hope everyone is in it because we ARE friends.

Mood: Ecstatic

Listening to: Precious Love by Park Ji Yoon

Peace within our ranks...

I'm trying to organize a get together with my highschool barkada so we can patch up that turmoil that's been plaguing us for the past 3 weeks. I hope it pushes through today but some of them doesnt seem intrested at all. So far only 1 has replied to my text message.

About my barkada, we call the group Sailorteam. Yeah, when we were in high-school our love for anime and Sailormoon brought us together and each member had a role in it. I was Mamoru Chiba aka Tuxedo Mask (since I'm the only boy in the group).

Anyway, every year every December we go out of town as what Phoebe coined in Friends "Freinessance". Last year we went to Baguio and had a great 4 day stay there in the cld cold mountains. Of course, Rei's aka Sailormars' boyfriend Mike went along with us but it's ok. The guy used to be my best-friend in 2nd year high-school so I don't mind getting together with him too.

This year, I was the host. I organized and called in City of Springs resort in Laguna for an overnight stay in a luxurious resort with hotsprings in it. Suddenly 5 days before the excursion, Minako and Chibiusa texted that they can't go for some obscure reason. Makoto can't go too but she's off the hook since she has an international exam coming up and she has to go to Brunei sometime 1st quarter next year. This is something she CAN'T afford to fail. Mike suggested that we push through with it even if it was just me, Ami, Bunny, Rei and him but then Bunny calls Rei and tells her that she can't make it as well.

I think Rei blew her top. Actually me too. It took a lot of trouble to set and plan that trip especially during my 2nd phase of thesis and you NEVER IRRITATE A LIBRAN UNDER PRESSURE. Rei said some things to Bunny while Minako thinks that it's all her fault. The damage has been made and now I'm taking the liberty of patching the girls up. Girls are so HARD to talk into these things. One of the reasons why I'd rather go our with a guy sometimes. No one seems intrested to fix things anyway so I might as well.

The year is about to end and I don't want the Sailorteam to go into shambles because of one little set back. Honestly this i the first time this happened to our group... or so I think. Sometimes they don't say anything to me because of gender gap. I hope there will be peace within our ranks before the year ends. :(

Mood: Downhearted

Listening to: "We could be in Love" by Brad Kane and Lea Salonga

six days left to live... *sigh*

Like what the title says, I only have six days left to live. Yes that's right! Christmas vacation is coming to an end!!! - Insert desired scream of terror -
Do I panic??? Do I start baying at the moon now??? Seriously I hate it when all my plans for the break do not push through. I think I only did around 70% of the things I planned to do that will take it all out of my system.

Le'see what did I plan to do in the first place:
1. Play ALOT of playstation 2 games (yes I'm doing it right now)
2. Clean and rearrange the furniture in my room (... let's not go there right now)
3. Shop (I just bought 2 shirts from GQ that's 2 sizes smaller than my regular size and I'll make my body worthy of wearing them!!!)
4. Compose Music (My finger presses one key on the keyboard and my mind turns blank)
5. Make a shrine to Suetake and Kudo (2 guys from sensei no ojikan... yes I like yaoi thank you very much)
6. Learn how to drive (That starts next week. Yes, I'm 24 and I'm just learning)
7. Bake (I got to bake kick-ass peanut butter white chocochip cookies for Christmas but I still wanna learn how to make Cheesecake)
8. Work on Thesis (Please God, not now... I just had a handful last term. Ooohhh But I have to! My groupmate will sing bad songs to me as punishment)
9. Post new stuff on Deviantart (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... *sigh*)
10. Finish Websites for the Non-Government Offices (I am NOT getting paid so I'm a bit out of it with them)
11. Workout (my eternal battle for the washboard stomach is STILL on going)
12. Go on dates (I just spent Christmas eating popcorn while flirting on YM and Downelink... a miracle WILL happen)

Well, there's that for the mean time. I wanted to go places tho like Market-Market. I wanted to explore this huge mall that's half Bargain stalls and half Urban glory. Last time I went there is with my friend Elaigh. We had fun but because of me being late for 1 hour and 45 minutes we didn't get to stay there very long. I'd ask my other friends in the sentai but BJ's first step in that place was during one of his dark days so I'd rather have fun and not gloom, Ace is working but we will find time to go there eventually, Gerr will probably have time to go there with me but this experience is best served when she's with Ace. I'll just tell Gerr that they have sandals, shoes and bags there and she might even drive for us! Hehe.

Whew! Not bad for a first post. Hope this will turn into a habit. XD Ciao

Mood: Playful

Currently Listening to: Dance Dance Revolution 2nd mix OSt: Stomp to my Beat

First time here and hopefully I'll maintain this blog. I'm still unpacking... this is my first test post. Will write something new later :D