Bitching about movies and stuff
This is going to be one of those ultra-rare moments that I will bitch in this blog so either leave or read. Unless you want to see me dark mode, read on.
God, I'm such a mess right now and I don't know why. I've been a he-bitch to most of my friends... I texted Gerr messages on how she should have resized images and files to make things easier and I just had to lash out on Alvin because he sent a delighted text about watching Meet the Fokkers.
I dunno what it is with movies. People ask why I haven't seen this movie or why didn't I watch it when it was still on the big screen. Because no one asked me to watch it. Okay, so I ask people to watch a movie let's say The Incredibles... these are the reasons I hear most of the time.
1) No money
2) No time
3) Already seen it with other people
4) Haven't seen it but would rather watch it with other people
The last movie I saw on the big screen was White Chicks with old highschool buddies. I haven't seen Spiderman 2 and someone calls me a loser for that. Maybe I am. I mean, come on, I just eagerly await for the release of the pirated dvd and watch it in the comfort of my own home... ALONE. "At least you can pause the movie and you don't have to bear with noisy moviegoers", says Alvin. Well he completely missed the point. "And don't you watch it with your family?", he adds. What family??? My brothers have families of their own so they all watch it and sometimes they even band together to watch it as a group without informing me. My mom watches movies with her friends. There is no such thing as family when it comes to watching movies.
Heck, I doubt there's even a thing called friendship when it comes to that. I ask my ex-bestfriend Jerry before to watch Treasure Planet and I even got premier tickets but he'd rather pass and stay home after thrilling me with 2 weeks of hype. I ask another friend to watch Spiderman 2 with me but he's seen it with his mom but he "promised" to watch it again and he'll text me when he's free. Of course I wait for 1 month until the movie was no longer showing. He could have told me that it wasn't going to happen. Then there's Alvin. "Let's watch The Incredibles together", we say. Then I heard he watched it with his friends. He says that we can watch it again but it never happened. Why? Because he's too busy playing those goddamned table top rpgs. I don't mind rpgs, in fact I love them and I used to play DnD as a monk. I just hate it when it gets in the way of friendships.
Maybe I'm just too naive... As usual people abuse me for that.
So why don't I watch movies alone then? I DO NOT LIKE TO BE ALONE COZ IT SUCKS AND I'VE BEEN ALONE AND LONELY FOR 25 FUCKING YEARS.
Now what's the deal with Alvin? Sure he dumped me and all but he wants to be friends. He even claims that he's there for me. Yeah right! Call me hardened but I FIRMLY believe that actions speak louder than words. I'm very torn with him now. I hate him. I don't want to see him anymore so things will be easier on me. But half of me still wants to be friends with him. Sarcasm helps only a little...
I ask God to help me... It's one of those days I'm at my lowest. I hope this doesn't happen again. Ace and Milo want me to rest now. Maybe things will be better tomorrow.
To my friends who are reading this now, I'm sorry...
Mood: Not in the mood for anything
Listening to: Mangekyou Kirakira by Rythem
God, I'm such a mess right now and I don't know why. I've been a he-bitch to most of my friends... I texted Gerr messages on how she should have resized images and files to make things easier and I just had to lash out on Alvin because he sent a delighted text about watching Meet the Fokkers.
I dunno what it is with movies. People ask why I haven't seen this movie or why didn't I watch it when it was still on the big screen. Because no one asked me to watch it. Okay, so I ask people to watch a movie let's say The Incredibles... these are the reasons I hear most of the time.
1) No money
2) No time
3) Already seen it with other people
4) Haven't seen it but would rather watch it with other people
The last movie I saw on the big screen was White Chicks with old highschool buddies. I haven't seen Spiderman 2 and someone calls me a loser for that. Maybe I am. I mean, come on, I just eagerly await for the release of the pirated dvd and watch it in the comfort of my own home... ALONE. "At least you can pause the movie and you don't have to bear with noisy moviegoers", says Alvin. Well he completely missed the point. "And don't you watch it with your family?", he adds. What family??? My brothers have families of their own so they all watch it and sometimes they even band together to watch it as a group without informing me. My mom watches movies with her friends. There is no such thing as family when it comes to watching movies.
Heck, I doubt there's even a thing called friendship when it comes to that. I ask my ex-bestfriend Jerry before to watch Treasure Planet and I even got premier tickets but he'd rather pass and stay home after thrilling me with 2 weeks of hype. I ask another friend to watch Spiderman 2 with me but he's seen it with his mom but he "promised" to watch it again and he'll text me when he's free. Of course I wait for 1 month until the movie was no longer showing. He could have told me that it wasn't going to happen. Then there's Alvin. "Let's watch The Incredibles together", we say. Then I heard he watched it with his friends. He says that we can watch it again but it never happened. Why? Because he's too busy playing those goddamned table top rpgs. I don't mind rpgs, in fact I love them and I used to play DnD as a monk. I just hate it when it gets in the way of friendships.
Maybe I'm just too naive... As usual people abuse me for that.
So why don't I watch movies alone then? I DO NOT LIKE TO BE ALONE COZ IT SUCKS AND I'VE BEEN ALONE AND LONELY FOR 25 FUCKING YEARS.
Now what's the deal with Alvin? Sure he dumped me and all but he wants to be friends. He even claims that he's there for me. Yeah right! Call me hardened but I FIRMLY believe that actions speak louder than words. I'm very torn with him now. I hate him. I don't want to see him anymore so things will be easier on me. But half of me still wants to be friends with him. Sarcasm helps only a little...
I ask God to help me... It's one of those days I'm at my lowest. I hope this doesn't happen again. Ace and Milo want me to rest now. Maybe things will be better tomorrow.
To my friends who are reading this now, I'm sorry...
Mood: Not in the mood for anything
Listening to: Mangekyou Kirakira by Rythem
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