Endorphins are your bestfriend

I had another depression attack this afternoon. I dunno what triggered it but I'm beginning to miss my ex-bestfriend Jerry. I look back at the times we shared together and I wonder why I forced him to finally let me go. He was a lot of firsts for me. The first friend who defended me, who took me in his family and called me his brother, who shared his dreams with me, who I really cared about... and the first ever bestfriend in my life. He got too dependent on me and he was beginning to become impossible to handle that he was slowly morphing from bestfriend to leech. It was one of my worsts that I spent 40 minutes on my celphone talking to him saying goodbye while crying immensely. That was 8 months ago...

Eric and I started going for doubles again in Dance Maniax 2nd mix J-append. It was hellafun! It was one of those days that I felt great (amidst my cough) that Eric and I actually put on a show. It was kinda embarassing since there were a lot of people watching us... but my Libran trait kicks in. I love putting on a show. :D Eric is a gemini, however... but Librans and Geminis do well together. (It's a fact I swear! Besides, Eric is just a good friend)

I decided to text a couple of old friends about a get together. Keech, an old crush, texted me back and it's nice to know she's doing well. Too bad she can't go this sat since it's her brother's bday. That made me feel better. :) Played Dance Dance Revolution Max 2 and unlocked a couple of nice kick ass songs that are good for clubbing. I think I'll download the mp3s and use them for my portfolio exhibit next term.

A potential love life may blossom soon. I'm not gonna hope but I do wish something wonderful will happen.

Finished my workout and I feel great. Endorphins are your best friend. XD

Mood: Wonderful

Listening to: Bad Routine by DJ Spugna