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Saturday, January 01, 2005

I wanted things to be simple again...

I decided to use my last 2 days of freedom for some serious bumming. Shaman king for the ps2 is a hoot! I just don't like the battle sequences... but the cut scenes are a hoot. XD

I woke up this morning to the sound of my celphone doing the message alert tone with weird laughter. BJ texted and he wanted me to join his new guild in Ragnarok, Knights Immortal where he is the guild master. I had it with all the politics and let's make new guilds that will eventually lead nowhere and destroy friendships. I don't think I wanna join that since I don't think I have enough time to play this coming term.

The sentai hasn't been doing very well for the past few years. First there was 6 of us and everything was so simple then. Richard's the goofy Chinese guy, Ace's the bright and multi-talented lady, Gerr's the sarcastic tomboy, BJ's the abraisive and official pilot of the gang, Alvin's the weird anime otaku and I'm the fruity backbone of the group.

That was two years ago.

Richard left coz we got into a big fight. What did I say about do not irritate librans under pressure. Well, Richard is also Libra and he's taking his thesis and I bugged him too much. Took me a year to get over that. I think he's starting to forgive me tho. He's replying to my messages now. Then Gerr and Ace became a couple and they sometimes drift into their own little world. I don't blame them but I do envy them. What can we do? They are so much in-love with each other and I think it's beautiful. I just wish I can find someone too and I'd ask if we can double date. Alvin is.. well... Alvin. He's stll a kid and he'd rather hang out with his gaming friends... and besides, something happened to us just 2 months ago so he's not the person I'd like to see right now. BJ gets too moody and I can't handle it since I'm worrying about a lot of stuff myself.

I think the group already decayed and it's like everyone has their own agenda. It's a good thing the honorary members like Nix, Gail, CD, Milo, etc aren't involved. I wonder how they are doing. Milo's supposed to come back from Bahrain on monday. I missed that guy. :)

I wanted things to be simple again.

This year, SCREW THE POLITICS!!! I just wanna be my own person and be more free willed. So LO AND BEHOLD MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!!!! (yeah, I know this has a 70% chance of not happening but I wanna be determined too)

1) I will be fit and much healthier than last year
2) I will procrastinate less... (eventually... joke XD)
3) I will finish college this December
4) I will be a good driver
5) I WILL find a great guy/girl (which ever comes first)

Mood: Determined

Listening to: We are the Stars (full version) - Opening song of Ragnarok the Animation (Oh God, NOT THE SCQ VERSION! Pls. LANG, UTANG NA LOOB! @_@ )


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