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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Plans, news and realizations

As much as I wanted to do a part 2 of "Dont be afraid of ze love" it's been days and new thoughts that made laugh and scream appeared before me...

News:

I'm now a part of the Design staff, finally after 2 years of waiting. Unfortunately it's also my last term so I only have one year to grace the design staff with my presence. Boohoo.

Watched Madagascar with Jenjen, BJ, Charles, Meggee, Vinci and Gail on saturday. Got a pic with the penguins! YAY! Just check Jenjen's blog for that pic XD

Jenjen is my new padawan for music games (dance maniax, ddr,drum mania). May she rise to the occasion and be a better game dancer/musician than any of us... *lol*

Plans:

Will be very busy for the next few weeks because of several projects:
1. Still working on revamping my novel. Adding new elements, revamping, etc. Putting more depth in characters without giving it a totally serious look.
2. Making a new line up of comic strips for the Benildean. This will be fun. It's gonna be hard to show their personalities in a span of 8 to 10 strips.
3. Need to come up with 50 quality works for Portfolio. I am very happy that Sir Dan is my prof. Received a bit of reaction when I showed the class my basic design.
4. Need to interview Sir Dong Fajardo for the next issue of BLiP.
5. Need to do good in my job as a food reviewer. BJ and I will be doing food reviews now with him being the demon and me being the angel. It's gonna be cute.
6. Need to finish and render all the comic strips for Jaja. I hope ht epay is.... ahem... good... (for the I-pod/Creative Zen 20GB mp3 player fund)
7. Have to meet with Aia's dad for the job they want me to do. I hope it wont interfere with my schoolwork so much but the job is so much interesting I wanna do it.

Realizations:

I am a very hard man to be with in terms of relationships. The last thing I need is a clingy person or an emotional leech who'll cry and whine at every disappointment. Just because something didn't push through DOES NOT mean it'll never happen. I should know these things clearly... because I used to be clingy and one of my ex's is a leech.

Don't get me wrong. I can be very committed but not beyond reason. Relationships should be based on trust, unselfish love, supportive devotion and humorous kink. Always the humorous kink! I am a tiger in bed... bwahahahahahahaha.

I am a lover and a big one at that but I am also two things: a dreamer and an artist. I am capable of accepting people and I know the meaning of the word compromise. But I need the freedom to dream so my imagination can soar and my art will grow. I refuse to be part of a relationship that constrains me or else my dreams and imaginations will cease it's growth. Relationships shouldn't be based on fear and selfishness.

Like what Jen and I believe, we should be in a relationship for the sake of being in love not out of desperation.

I just hope that who I end up will make me mature into a better artist, who'll I'll share my dreams with and vice versa, be kinky with and will help me become a better person.

Mood: Busy
Listening to: Sumayaw Sumunod rendition of Sexbomb Girls

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