Lesson learned portion
Ah.. Emotional Hell... rash judgements and self-pride create more havoc. Unfortunately damages have been done and only time can tell if they will heal.
Judgemental me
It's in my nature to attack when attacked. I am sorry but I had to react. Why? Because my whole being was on the line. The entire issue here is if people think that I'm making rash decisions about my life then people should tell me about it. I'd rather talk about it person to person. It's also something I should learn to do.
Just because I said I found a new barkada does not imply that I have left old friends. Why the misconceptions? We are all entitled to meet new friends. Especially now that the sentai is busy with their own devices. Some of us are working while some of us are busy with thesis.
Like what BJ said, things have changed and we can't really turn back time to how things were. Change doesn't mean it has to be bad.
I dont want to get the impression that I dont care about old friends because I DO! Like what Richard told me, "Meet new friends but always treasure old friends". As much as possible I reach out to the people I met before. Altho what I dont get is that why am I the one who usually reaches out first....
Maybe my sudden outburst is just me saying "I miss everyone... why doesn't anyone tell me anything anymore?"
If only I can place everyone I care for inside a huge room, that'd be great.. so I can tell everyone how much they mean to me.
New Friendships
If this is about me finding new barkadas, it's something that will happen to all of us. I have multiple barkadas throughout the course of my life. From the "3 amigos", "Sailorteam", "DDR Fairview", "Manila Game Dancers", "Block A51", "Sentai", "Isengarth clan" to "SPO gang", I haven't forgotten all of them and up to now I still think about each and everyone.
Diversity makes us grow as human beings. Everytime I meet with these old barkadas we laugh again together and it's ok if we talk about new friends. Experiences are shared and people grow from it.
Art Style
I'm happy to say that my art style is somewhat improving. I'm practising vectoring right now (altho Robbie says that I'm not exactly doing vector graphics... malay ko ba. Teach me then, o great one :p ). Anyhoo... the new styles kinda open my eyes to facial proportioning and hopefully in a few months I'll be better.
Meagan is turning out to be an even bigger hottie than Rose... O___o
I just hope than I still retain my soul inside these drawings... and the message to inspire embedded in them.
SPO - Probies division
The new people joining our ranks as the new generation of the Benildean Press Corps are remarkable. People like Bordge, Josh, Robbie, Donn, Raine, Caloy, Carla, CJ, Vida, Des, Jainie, Vail, Darlene, etc bring new life to the office. Sometimes even too much life. *lol*
The EB calls them my children. So what do I call them then? Children of the Blue Carrot?? Hehehe... I'm getting fond of most of them and it's kinda sad to think that I'll be gone in 2 terms... I wish I can get to know all of them.
Baka ibili nanaman ako ng turon nila Caloy and Carla. Hehe...And If Robbie is reading this, yes, sumisipsep ako (right back at you, man!) :D
SPO - In General
The office is now my haven from the degrading and demoralizing system of CSB. Sadly, when everyone in the office would rather work in the SPO than go to class then something is DEFINITELY wrong with the school system.
For one thing, the encoding system is fucked up BIG TIME! I won't go into details since Jenjen or JM will be writing an article about it.
Speaking of which, the Fashion Design course are having their marketing week so Plaza V is like a mini-gakuensai. It's funny tho that the food tend to sell more than the trinkets and clothes they are selling.
Grad pic
I look like a girl in my grad pic. Nuff said. Altho everyone looks feminine anyway *lol*. I need a few more copies of the small pics. Lots of people are asking for them. Hehe... Pope says I look younger tho. Haha! That earned him a free cheese pinipig ice drop!
Mood: Light headed...
Listening to: Nagareboshi e (Search for your love) by the Three Lights
Judgemental me
It's in my nature to attack when attacked. I am sorry but I had to react. Why? Because my whole being was on the line. The entire issue here is if people think that I'm making rash decisions about my life then people should tell me about it. I'd rather talk about it person to person. It's also something I should learn to do.
Just because I said I found a new barkada does not imply that I have left old friends. Why the misconceptions? We are all entitled to meet new friends. Especially now that the sentai is busy with their own devices. Some of us are working while some of us are busy with thesis.
Like what BJ said, things have changed and we can't really turn back time to how things were. Change doesn't mean it has to be bad.
I dont want to get the impression that I dont care about old friends because I DO! Like what Richard told me, "Meet new friends but always treasure old friends". As much as possible I reach out to the people I met before. Altho what I dont get is that why am I the one who usually reaches out first....
Maybe my sudden outburst is just me saying "I miss everyone... why doesn't anyone tell me anything anymore?"
If only I can place everyone I care for inside a huge room, that'd be great.. so I can tell everyone how much they mean to me.
New Friendships
If this is about me finding new barkadas, it's something that will happen to all of us. I have multiple barkadas throughout the course of my life. From the "3 amigos", "Sailorteam", "DDR Fairview", "Manila Game Dancers", "Block A51", "Sentai", "Isengarth clan" to "SPO gang", I haven't forgotten all of them and up to now I still think about each and everyone.
Diversity makes us grow as human beings. Everytime I meet with these old barkadas we laugh again together and it's ok if we talk about new friends. Experiences are shared and people grow from it.
Art Style
I'm happy to say that my art style is somewhat improving. I'm practising vectoring right now (altho Robbie says that I'm not exactly doing vector graphics... malay ko ba. Teach me then, o great one :p ). Anyhoo... the new styles kinda open my eyes to facial proportioning and hopefully in a few months I'll be better.
Meagan is turning out to be an even bigger hottie than Rose... O___o
I just hope than I still retain my soul inside these drawings... and the message to inspire embedded in them.
SPO - Probies division
The new people joining our ranks as the new generation of the Benildean Press Corps are remarkable. People like Bordge, Josh, Robbie, Donn, Raine, Caloy, Carla, CJ, Vida, Des, Jainie, Vail, Darlene, etc bring new life to the office. Sometimes even too much life. *lol*
The EB calls them my children. So what do I call them then? Children of the Blue Carrot?? Hehehe... I'm getting fond of most of them and it's kinda sad to think that I'll be gone in 2 terms... I wish I can get to know all of them.
Baka ibili nanaman ako ng turon nila Caloy and Carla. Hehe...And If Robbie is reading this, yes, sumisipsep ako (right back at you, man!) :D
SPO - In General
The office is now my haven from the degrading and demoralizing system of CSB. Sadly, when everyone in the office would rather work in the SPO than go to class then something is DEFINITELY wrong with the school system.
For one thing, the encoding system is fucked up BIG TIME! I won't go into details since Jenjen or JM will be writing an article about it.
Speaking of which, the Fashion Design course are having their marketing week so Plaza V is like a mini-gakuensai. It's funny tho that the food tend to sell more than the trinkets and clothes they are selling.
Grad pic
I look like a girl in my grad pic. Nuff said. Altho everyone looks feminine anyway *lol*. I need a few more copies of the small pics. Lots of people are asking for them. Hehe... Pope says I look younger tho. Haha! That earned him a free cheese pinipig ice drop!
Mood: Light headed...
Listening to: Nagareboshi e (Search for your love) by the Three Lights
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